Tuesday, October 26, 2004
What the hell... the FREAKING blog erased my entire writing b4 i can even save the bloody file!! wth i have to retype the bloody thing so i'm gona make it damn short.
Last friday after playing tennis in the morning with kareen and gdine we went our separate ways and then they came back again later to watch grave of the fireflies.. a very sad show but these heartless people didn't cry! i was sobbin when i watched it the past 2 times! sigh anywayz then we ate ice-cream and choco bars which made me sick the next day (thanks guy, i hate u all....) and played monopoly, b4 switching to UNO.
So being sick as i still am now, having a mucous filled brain and sinal system ain't fun at all, esp when this f*cking blog deletes away what u type! #$%^&*#$%^&* i'm gona complain!!! argh well i'm supposedly to write tons of stuff here.. but since the blog deleted it i'm gona leave it just as it is... i dun care.
Die my mucous! flow out like the nile river!!! u ugly yellow green pus like disgusting gooey slimy mucous!! HAHAHAHHAHA
time for my fruits and tea and lotsa tv!
-Amanda-
Last friday after playing tennis in the morning with kareen and gdine we went our separate ways and then they came back again later to watch grave of the fireflies.. a very sad show but these heartless people didn't cry! i was sobbin when i watched it the past 2 times! sigh anywayz then we ate ice-cream and choco bars which made me sick the next day (thanks guy, i hate u all....) and played monopoly, b4 switching to UNO.
So being sick as i still am now, having a mucous filled brain and sinal system ain't fun at all, esp when this f*cking blog deletes away what u type! #$%^&*#$%^&* i'm gona complain!!! argh well i'm supposedly to write tons of stuff here.. but since the blog deleted it i'm gona leave it just as it is... i dun care.
Die my mucous! flow out like the nile river!!! u ugly yellow green pus like disgusting gooey slimy mucous!! HAHAHAHHAHA
time for my fruits and tea and lotsa tv!
-Amanda-
Vuitton pen, 10/26/2004 08:05:00 PM.
Friday, October 22, 2004
My Eligible 7! *chu chu chu* 
Vuitton pen, 10/22/2004 09:22:00 PM.
Sigh these are my Eligible 7!!! Welcome to the world of bishies!! Well you must:
1) NEVER LAY HANDS ON THESE BISHIES (they're mine)
2) Request for permission to share them with me
3) They're all my hubbies so.. hmm be understanding that i'm such a protective wife, just doing my job ^_*
4) Have fun!!! MUAHAHAHAHAAHH
>>pictures from top left: Gunter from Kyou Kara Maou! , Tomomasa from Harukanaru Toki no Naka de, Yorihisa from Harukanaru toki no naka de, bottom left: Takaya from Mirage of Blaze, Kyuuzou from Samurai 7 and Naoe from mirage of blaze!
Well you must be wondering where is the 7th eligible person? well guess what? it's non other than.... MY TAKESHI!! CHA CHANG!!!! *confetti all over*
1) NEVER LAY HANDS ON THESE BISHIES (they're mine)
2) Request for permission to share them with me
3) They're all my hubbies so.. hmm be understanding that i'm such a protective wife, just doing my job ^_*
4) Have fun!!! MUAHAHAHAHAAHH
>>pictures from top left: Gunter from Kyou Kara Maou! , Tomomasa from Harukanaru Toki no Naka de, Yorihisa from Harukanaru toki no naka de, bottom left: Takaya from Mirage of Blaze, Kyuuzou from Samurai 7 and Naoe from mirage of blaze!
Well you must be wondering where is the 7th eligible person? well guess what? it's non other than.... MY TAKESHI!! CHA CHANG!!!! *confetti all over*
Vuitton pen, 10/22/2004 09:20:00 PM.
MY HUSBAND TAKESHI!!!! ^_*
Vuitton pen, 10/22/2004 09:10:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Mood: In Love
Studying: Cell Bio (or trying to...)
Countdown: 1 day 9 hours
Gosh, my raging hormones are at it again.. is it never ending? my endless passion for sadistic, evil, mysterious, dead-eyed people? Am i not childish enough? oh tell me my bishounens.... my Kyuuzou, for you are my current beau, my only kyuuzou... the way u slice things up, the way to talk.. oh gods.... forgive me for such sinful desire of a broom-headed samurai. He's katana is magnificent, it's ring and echo as it slices throughout the night, destroying mecha and suckers who are desparately trying to end their pitiful lives... for they know they are no match for my beloved. Tell me oh Kyuuzou, what must i do to not be infatuated with you? Must i destroy my computer? Wipe off every single data that you exist in? No, you will be in my heart forever, as a shining samurai whose skills are loved and admired by everyone around you. Your trench coat is superb, blood is its colour and exotic is what is describes you and your sexy voice. Come alive, and create miracles by appearing in this dull and boring era. Fill me with life and steal me away with your vitality. May you live forever......... 永遠...私の恋人。
This page shall be dedicated to you, for your picture is dominating my blog's existence.
Loving you forever, Kyuuzou.
P.s: this post is extremely mushy!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA but coz' of my love for kyuuzou, it has to be posted!
Studying: Cell Bio (or trying to...)
Countdown: 1 day 9 hours
Gosh, my raging hormones are at it again.. is it never ending? my endless passion for sadistic, evil, mysterious, dead-eyed people? Am i not childish enough? oh tell me my bishounens.... my Kyuuzou, for you are my current beau, my only kyuuzou... the way u slice things up, the way to talk.. oh gods.... forgive me for such sinful desire of a broom-headed samurai. He's katana is magnificent, it's ring and echo as it slices throughout the night, destroying mecha and suckers who are desparately trying to end their pitiful lives... for they know they are no match for my beloved. Tell me oh Kyuuzou, what must i do to not be infatuated with you? Must i destroy my computer? Wipe off every single data that you exist in? No, you will be in my heart forever, as a shining samurai whose skills are loved and admired by everyone around you. Your trench coat is superb, blood is its colour and exotic is what is describes you and your sexy voice. Come alive, and create miracles by appearing in this dull and boring era. Fill me with life and steal me away with your vitality. May you live forever......... 永遠...私の恋人。
This page shall be dedicated to you, for your picture is dominating my blog's existence.
Loving you forever, Kyuuzou.
P.s: this post is extremely mushy!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA but coz' of my love for kyuuzou, it has to be posted!
Vuitton pen, 10/19/2004 09:45:00 PM.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Feeling: Sucky
Song: Do as infinity / Fukuyama Masaharu
Studying: Chemistry OBC
Sigh!!! it's exam time and i'm still posting a post!!! well make this my will.. yes.... b4 i enter the gates of hell....
So saturday jasmine (my bestest pal in the whole universe) called me and asked if she could come over to study. Well being such a nice fren as i am and somemore needing help from a studious JC student, i said yes! immediately and so she came over, we had some sushi and some roller coaster tidbits.. yum yum* ^_^V
Somehow i managed to persuade jasmine to stay over and boy we had like a study marathon!! mad man... we started at 2pm... then studied to 6.30pm... (with talking and little breaks in between) then we had dinner at 7+... afterwards we resumed studying.... till 1.30AM!!!!! so shity.... i hate chem!!!!
Hmmm so at 1.30am we went to my study room and while she read manga i read some mag... then we went to sleep.... *eyes droopy*
At say 4+am? jas came to my room and slept with me coz' she got bothered by the mosquitoes buzzing around her ear and she couldn't take it so she came to my room and we slept together. sob sob, next day woke up at 9.30 am.... sooo tired.. wasn't feeling in tip top condition... then later went to have brunch at this very delicious prata shop near her sch SAJC... then yea after that to the market where we shopped for some fruits and misc.
The moment we got back home we resumed studying..... and studied till 3pm then jas left.... T_T i miss her alreadi! then i sorta studied, slacked and slept a while (all this while my nose was killing me!!!!) #@$%^&*#$%^&*$%^& sneezed like mad today....
Luckily had a great feast a night! wai wai XD hehe now i'm back to study harder!! ganbatte!!! genki daze!!! chiong ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so sorry if my english is soooo sucky today... it's all in bits and pieces.. muahaha mucous clogged brain. ^_*
ciao
everyone, jia you! just 5 more days~
kisses and huggies to everyone *CHU*
Song: Do as infinity / Fukuyama Masaharu
Studying: Chemistry OBC
Sigh!!! it's exam time and i'm still posting a post!!! well make this my will.. yes.... b4 i enter the gates of hell....
So saturday jasmine (my bestest pal in the whole universe) called me and asked if she could come over to study. Well being such a nice fren as i am and somemore needing help from a studious JC student, i said yes! immediately and so she came over, we had some sushi and some roller coaster tidbits.. yum yum* ^_^V
Somehow i managed to persuade jasmine to stay over and boy we had like a study marathon!! mad man... we started at 2pm... then studied to 6.30pm... (with talking and little breaks in between) then we had dinner at 7+... afterwards we resumed studying.... till 1.30AM!!!!! so shity.... i hate chem!!!!
Hmmm so at 1.30am we went to my study room and while she read manga i read some mag... then we went to sleep.... *eyes droopy*
At say 4+am? jas came to my room and slept with me coz' she got bothered by the mosquitoes buzzing around her ear and she couldn't take it so she came to my room and we slept together. sob sob, next day woke up at 9.30 am.... sooo tired.. wasn't feeling in tip top condition... then later went to have brunch at this very delicious prata shop near her sch SAJC... then yea after that to the market where we shopped for some fruits and misc.
The moment we got back home we resumed studying..... and studied till 3pm then jas left.... T_T i miss her alreadi! then i sorta studied, slacked and slept a while (all this while my nose was killing me!!!!) #@$%^&*#$%^&*$%^& sneezed like mad today....
Luckily had a great feast a night! wai wai XD hehe now i'm back to study harder!! ganbatte!!! genki daze!!! chiong ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so sorry if my english is soooo sucky today... it's all in bits and pieces.. muahaha mucous clogged brain. ^_*
ciao
everyone, jia you! just 5 more days~
kisses and huggies to everyone *CHU*
Vuitton pen, 10/17/2004 07:54:00 PM.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Things to be happy about:
1) I love my friends
2) I love my friends even more!
3) I can't stop loving my friends!
I think friends are precious. I think right now Poly friends are those i depend on. They are the greatest to me in the world. To be all alone in the poly is something i can't do. I remember the 1st 2 days i was in school - all alone! No friends (got la but all yr 2) and also no buddy to walk around with me! i was devastated. i didn't want to attend Mrinal's lessons coz' i was afraid to be alone and in the end yes, i was alone.... ALL ALONE by myself sitting at the side, apart from everyone.
Everyone deserves a friend, no matter how horrid they are, or how devilish they are. I think if i had no friends, i would be dead psyched up now.... in mental hospital or something...
A note to those who wrote wonderful testimonials about me:
Samuel (being the 1st who wrote it) - Thank you so much! i can never forget how funky u are. lol and how i can never beat u in arm wrestling tho i can beat hong tat, peter and most guys (back then of course!) now i think i'm rusty....
Lynnette - To this very bishie pretty lady thanks a bunch for taking time to write this for me. she's a person who hardly goes to anyone's blog so for her to do something like this i must really thanks her. *worships her* hehe ^_^
Ah pan - Ah pan has been my fren since like sec 3? yea he's always in action with kelvin back then.... calling me all sorts of names... horrid ones... from amamba to porno queen.. sigh but ah pan is a nice guy. still hangs out with me and still looks like a panda! (somehow la)
Rafael - Nice friendly guy who talks little when you see him face to face but talks like a choo choo train when u see him online.. so -_-" but anywayz i haven't known him for long but i know he's rich and he buys loads of dvds!! haha *_* borrowing time!
Rebecca - Yes rebecca dear! i'm so surprised you took time off to visit my site! i mean hey u're a hardworking gal and the thought of you seeing the gay pic on my blog makes me think u'll faint or something but somehow u managed to survive! ^_* thanks alot!
Kareen - One of my close friends i hang out with nowadays. Nice, friendly, extremely BHB but nontheless i can stand her ^_^ I believe kareen's friendship with me and somehow become close in the near future... which is good ^_^ since we're both in tennis and we live so near one another... too bad she can't stand gays.. argh! or i would've taken her to a gay pub! MUAHAHAHA
Geraldine - One big blur sotong. squirts black ink and talks nonsense but she can be damn funny! (irritating at times lol) however she can be serious at times when needed and be efficient! way to go pal! i hope we'll cont. to talk rubbish and about ahem* the u know whu! s_ _ _ ?
Valarie - Valarie is a very hardworking girl who knows when to study and when to play. she has this obsession that amuses us up till now. i do hope she and her obsession would work out. dun worry! i'll be behind u! ganbatte! ^_* well she's also got a sexy voice!
Yijia - YIJIA!!!! ^_^ yijia is like one of the closest friends i can get. i mean she's like the person who has almost same opinions, same thoughts blah and she's easy to get along with! (aiyah, she also influences me with fuck fuck and more fuck vulgarities... lol) I hope our friendship will grow stronger by the day and may u and johnny be together for eternity! heh heh
Brenda kabaji (kababa) - kaba san!!! i miss u sooo much! i'm saving the money!! i will succeed! LOL This obaba (but she's not baba OK?!) is like my next best ally in bishie hunting! we love yaoi and gays and bishie guys! gosh we'd go hunting for them every week if not for my busy schedule! Besides being mad about those bishies, kaba also does volunteer work. She's such a saint u know? sigh i guess grown ups have more responsibility and are more mature of course. Looking foward to going out with u again!!!!
Thanks minna. Love ya all!!!! big big huggies!!
1) I love my friends
2) I love my friends even more!
3) I can't stop loving my friends!
I think friends are precious. I think right now Poly friends are those i depend on. They are the greatest to me in the world. To be all alone in the poly is something i can't do. I remember the 1st 2 days i was in school - all alone! No friends (got la but all yr 2) and also no buddy to walk around with me! i was devastated. i didn't want to attend Mrinal's lessons coz' i was afraid to be alone and in the end yes, i was alone.... ALL ALONE by myself sitting at the side, apart from everyone.
Everyone deserves a friend, no matter how horrid they are, or how devilish they are. I think if i had no friends, i would be dead psyched up now.... in mental hospital or something...
A note to those who wrote wonderful testimonials about me:
Samuel (being the 1st who wrote it) - Thank you so much! i can never forget how funky u are. lol and how i can never beat u in arm wrestling tho i can beat hong tat, peter and most guys (back then of course!) now i think i'm rusty....
Lynnette - To this very bishie pretty lady thanks a bunch for taking time to write this for me. she's a person who hardly goes to anyone's blog so for her to do something like this i must really thanks her. *worships her* hehe ^_^
Ah pan - Ah pan has been my fren since like sec 3? yea he's always in action with kelvin back then.... calling me all sorts of names... horrid ones... from amamba to porno queen.. sigh but ah pan is a nice guy. still hangs out with me and still looks like a panda! (somehow la)
Rafael - Nice friendly guy who talks little when you see him face to face but talks like a choo choo train when u see him online.. so -_-" but anywayz i haven't known him for long but i know he's rich and he buys loads of dvds!! haha *_* borrowing time!
Rebecca - Yes rebecca dear! i'm so surprised you took time off to visit my site! i mean hey u're a hardworking gal and the thought of you seeing the gay pic on my blog makes me think u'll faint or something but somehow u managed to survive! ^_* thanks alot!
Kareen - One of my close friends i hang out with nowadays. Nice, friendly, extremely BHB but nontheless i can stand her ^_^ I believe kareen's friendship with me and somehow become close in the near future... which is good ^_^ since we're both in tennis and we live so near one another... too bad she can't stand gays.. argh! or i would've taken her to a gay pub! MUAHAHAHA
Geraldine - One big blur sotong. squirts black ink and talks nonsense but she can be damn funny! (irritating at times lol) however she can be serious at times when needed and be efficient! way to go pal! i hope we'll cont. to talk rubbish and about ahem* the u know whu! s_ _ _ ?
Valarie - Valarie is a very hardworking girl who knows when to study and when to play. she has this obsession that amuses us up till now. i do hope she and her obsession would work out. dun worry! i'll be behind u! ganbatte! ^_* well she's also got a sexy voice!
Yijia - YIJIA!!!! ^_^ yijia is like one of the closest friends i can get. i mean she's like the person who has almost same opinions, same thoughts blah and she's easy to get along with! (aiyah, she also influences me with fuck fuck and more fuck vulgarities... lol) I hope our friendship will grow stronger by the day and may u and johnny be together for eternity! heh heh
Brenda kabaji (kababa) - kaba san!!! i miss u sooo much! i'm saving the money!! i will succeed! LOL This obaba (but she's not baba OK?!) is like my next best ally in bishie hunting! we love yaoi and gays and bishie guys! gosh we'd go hunting for them every week if not for my busy schedule! Besides being mad about those bishies, kaba also does volunteer work. She's such a saint u know? sigh i guess grown ups have more responsibility and are more mature of course. Looking foward to going out with u again!!!!
Thanks minna. Love ya all!!!! big big huggies!!
Vuitton pen, 10/11/2004 08:09:00 PM.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Oh gosh, after watching "confessions of a teenage drama queen" it reminds me sooo much of myself! I find myself a real drama queen at times.... exaggerating stuff but hey, every girl does have her drama moments right? i mean, yea it's like sometime you describe things with: "ah i can't live without this *blah*, without it i'll die, it'll suck the energy outta me, i dun wana live!" kinda crap but everyone DOES exaggerate at times and this is unavoidable. Maybe in my case i just happen to exaggerate more. heh
Take for instance my ever "adorable" classmate Kareen (kareen dun get mad ^_^"). She is a self proclaimed "CUTE girl" but hey! who has ever told her that!? just kidding she is a very nice girl and very kind and she didn't mean to say she's cute literally but tt's one kind of exaggeration. Another example - me. the all mighty me who likes to bitch around everyone beside me. you know, i've beginning to find myslf more gossipy and less tolerant of others. I need to practise inner calm and zen if tt's what it takes to make me less vulgar and bad-tempered. Mood swings are also part of my routine now... i duno if it's the hormones but i DO need a change of personality.
For all those i've bitched about i'm sorry. I need to take this opportunity to ask everyone's opinions about me. Don't worry, i'm will not make any threats or bash u up. I just wan to know after 18 yrs of my life what have i given people and what i need to change on. I'm writing this not becoz' i received shock or am traumatized but just that i feel i need to do a survey. It doesn't hurt knowing a little more about u and perhaps people mught have perceived me as a ignorant BIATCH for as long as i was born!
People, i appeal to you, please write comments for me at my COMMENT column and write the truth - no matter how long i've met u. This is a testimonial and i shall not retaliate or harm you. I need honest opinions - be it good or bad. I can take it. I want to know whether i am really such a drama queen and whether i'm such a fake person.
What i've learnt from the movie: "Reality is much better than fantasy itself" I really need to take this in mind... no more shoji and no more mad thinking. i need to think practical - think straight. sure the yaoi can still continue.. no harm in that but ok, time to get serious. i'm 18 for goodness sake!!! i need to grow up. i need to be independent.
Thank you for all those who made my 18 years of life fun and interesting. I'm glad to have known all of you all.
P.s: remember post a comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take for instance my ever "adorable" classmate Kareen (kareen dun get mad ^_^"). She is a self proclaimed "CUTE girl" but hey! who has ever told her that!? just kidding she is a very nice girl and very kind and she didn't mean to say she's cute literally but tt's one kind of exaggeration. Another example - me. the all mighty me who likes to bitch around everyone beside me. you know, i've beginning to find myslf more gossipy and less tolerant of others. I need to practise inner calm and zen if tt's what it takes to make me less vulgar and bad-tempered. Mood swings are also part of my routine now... i duno if it's the hormones but i DO need a change of personality.
For all those i've bitched about i'm sorry. I need to take this opportunity to ask everyone's opinions about me. Don't worry, i'm will not make any threats or bash u up. I just wan to know after 18 yrs of my life what have i given people and what i need to change on. I'm writing this not becoz' i received shock or am traumatized but just that i feel i need to do a survey. It doesn't hurt knowing a little more about u and perhaps people mught have perceived me as a ignorant BIATCH for as long as i was born!
People, i appeal to you, please write comments for me at my COMMENT column and write the truth - no matter how long i've met u. This is a testimonial and i shall not retaliate or harm you. I need honest opinions - be it good or bad. I can take it. I want to know whether i am really such a drama queen and whether i'm such a fake person.
What i've learnt from the movie: "Reality is much better than fantasy itself" I really need to take this in mind... no more shoji and no more mad thinking. i need to think practical - think straight. sure the yaoi can still continue.. no harm in that but ok, time to get serious. i'm 18 for goodness sake!!! i need to grow up. i need to be independent.
Thank you for all those who made my 18 years of life fun and interesting. I'm glad to have known all of you all.
P.s: remember post a comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vuitton pen, 10/09/2004 01:23:00 PM.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
おＫ、これわ私はじめて日本語で書きましたのﾌﾞｫｯｸﾞです！
日本語あんまり好くないです、だからみんあよろしくね？ ＾＿＾
今忙しい、だから、いけるわしかったないです！
あとでね？
じゃ！
待ったつずける！
日本語あんまり好くないです、だからみんあよろしくね？ ＾＿＾
今忙しい、だから、いけるわしかったないです！
あとでね？
じゃ！
待ったつずける！
Vuitton pen, 10/07/2004 05:29:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
*** deleted previous post on the mad rants on maid due to self felt consciousness and pity for people who cannot retaliate due to lack of technology. therefore i have deleted my post as it was quite hideous and mean and i apologise to make everyone read such a shocking post. Please be reminded i was not in a state of zen, rather i was like the bull who had just saw red. Thank you all for your kind concern and sorry the site was down for a while as i had posted too much vulgarities and it was banned...
hah just kidding.. something's wrong with my template...
p.s: altho i feel pity for my maid, i pity myself even more.
=rolling off to bed=
hah just kidding.. something's wrong with my template...
p.s: altho i feel pity for my maid, i pity myself even more.
=rolling off to bed=
Vuitton pen, 10/05/2004 11:57:00 PM.
